Nan,even now nearly 2 years on, I just cannot accept that you’re gone.It just isn’t fair and it doesn’t seem real.Nobody told me just how bad I would feel.
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I’ve been through the anger,sadness and tears.I really don’t think it’ll get easier for years.
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Why did you have to go away?There were so many things I didn’t say.How could you be taken away by an evil cancer, when in your prime you loved being a dancer?
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I’m sorry I wasn’t around as much as I should.If I could turn back time believe me I would.Life with 3 kids got in the way.But I’ll remember the last smile you gave me everyday.
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Every one knew you liked nothing better than to chatter.We’d roll our eyes as kids as you were stopped yet again for a natter.Even when your body was giving in you still made us laugh – made the whole room grin.
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So many knew you from Marks & Sparks, for 25 years you worked there and were up with the larks.
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I’ll never forgot that hospital room.The sense of panic and impending doom.You knew you were slipping yet you still soldiered on and all too soon, your last breath.You were gone.
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You really did put up a good fight but in the end it was time to say goodnight.
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Oh bless you hon what a lovely post, she sounds like she was pretty special! Thanks for linking up to #PicknMix
Stevie xx
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She was a tough old bird!Thanks for hosting x
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I’m so sorry for the loss of your nan, she sounds like such a vibrant & special woman. I felt very guilty about not seeing my grandfather enough when he passed away, it’s really not easy. #PicknMix x
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Never easy is it x
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A lovely read. A few minutes ago I was thinking of my grandparents. I lost both of them in the last 3 years and I werent able to go home to say goodbye. I was thinking of them because I miss them and their wise words. #picknmix
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Aww hugs x
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This is so sad. I’m sorry for your loss x
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Thankyou hun x
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Oh what a lovely poem. Sorry for your loss. My Nan is 90 in February and you have reminded me to spend precious time with her x
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What a lovely poem- your nan sounds really special x #picknmix
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